April 3rd, 1943

My wife and I were horseback riding, while we were doing just that, my wife noticed at what was happening with the Jews, she had to look away. She told me to turn back around and go on, but there was something that caught my eye..
A little girl, in a red dress. She looked like she was trying to hide from the soldiers, she ran around, and went to hide inside a door.
That was the last I saw of her, and I just couldn't believe what was happening..
This whole situation was driving me insane, I just had to talk to Amon.
We had a long talk, a talk about power. I was being serious, and he was there laughing, thinking I was joking around, so I guess I just had to too to make it seem less obvious that I'm TRYING to help the Jews.
After that, I talked to his maid. The maid seemed very scared, thinking Amon would kill her very soon and how she's not going to live very long. I had to calm her down, I told her that Amon would not do such a thing to her because he actually likes her. She told me about how Amon had killed off an innocent woman while she was doing her job, she told me he killed her while she walking past his porch, she saw it with her own eyes. She was frightened of course, but I didn't let anything from stopping me to calm her down.
Next day, I went to Amon, to see that they were shipping the Jews somewhere. The temperature was really crazy, and it was burning hot. I felt really bad for the Jews in the train, I thought to myself, and I just had to do something about it. I told Amon that would go and get water for them. He thought it was a great idea, just another way to torture them EVEN MORE. But that's not what I was aiming for, I was really trying to help them. We got the hose, and we went from side to side from the trains, getting each and every single train and helping them not to get dehydrated and die from heat. I helped as much as I could while Amon was in the back with the soldiers laughing and laughing at what I was doing because he thought I was torturing them, but of course, I wasn't.